The Story of My Struggle - Part 10

Saturday, 28 August 2001, is the day which made ​​me panic and confusion. Because the moment I'm scared, actually my husband will leave me having to follow a three-day working meeting in the city YK. Three days before departure, my husband has told me, and asked me to take a decision.

I am confused what to choose to live where. I'll go home parent, I am afraid although there is M (my sister). I was afraid because from there I am beginning to feel frightened. I will stay in the home office, I was also afraid only accompanied by two of my children are still small.

My husband suggested that I stay temporarily at his parents' home in the town of PJ. I think about the way there it took about three hours. My husband came home from work at 3:00 P.M. To pack it takes about half an hour. If later departed at 3:30 PM, at least until there camp 07:00 PM

I am afraid of being in the dark. Nantisetelah Though we got off the bus, I had to walk to get to the house as far as about 500 m, and must pass through a haunted bridge and the dark without lights electric lighting. At home my husband's parents, the circumstances surrounding quiet and dark as many of the trees.

I think a long time, because I was confused to take decisions. It made my husband mad. Until finally I obey what He will. We left around 03:30 P.M. Quite long time we waited for the bus, which makes me more nervous.

After about half an hour we waited, the bus finally came. We took the bus "Mulyo" of the market in the town of BM to the city PJ. Along the way I keep praying. I hope the fast until the goal, before the evening. I am worried because the driver running the bus is rather slow.

When we reached the town of TMB, in rice fields, I accidentally turned to the left side towards the back .. I was surprised to see two white kites. Then I looked back toward the right side. And I saw the same kite. It's kite-flying twin follow our bus.

Kite flying like a fish that was swimming. I saw the kite was only briefly, because I was ashamed of the other passengers. I did not even tell you what I saw to my husband and my two children. I look back, and I saw the kite was still there. But when I reached the town of KBM, I looked back again. It turned out that the kite was gone.

One year before it happened, I was dreaming. I was transported to fly by two winged angels in white. The one on the right, one on the left. I was brought flying to the east.

In the end we got home my husband's parents at about 5:00 PM I feel happy because of what I expected did not materialize. If I thought it was weird, mileage trip took about three hours, but the time it only takes a half hour.

At home my husband's parents, I stayed for one night. The next day Sunday morning, my husband went to town YK. While I was here, I dreamed a strange and frightening. There is a dream that I can remember although I can not record.

There are dreams that I remember, among others: I dream to see behind the walls of the house there are many people who were all dressed in white. They walked hand in hand sembil saying "La Illaha ILALLAH" which artiny (There is no god but Allah)

I dream of my soul in the pull out, but I felt no pain. I felt like something was walking out of my body. From feet to head.

I dream there was a white man takes off his mask, suddenly comes a man's black trousers and black jacket. He hugged and kissed my body my neck, he tried to lift my body is going to take me flying. At that time I realized that he was Satan. So I read "Paragraph Qursy". Suddenly he dropped me and he fell, then he turned into a dog.

I dream there is an Arabic-looking men. He was wearing dark blue and light blue shirt. He was standing near my bed and he took off his shirt and then he switched me. He put his finger in my vagina.

Along with that, he was having sex with his wife while she said "I like the Mak Lampir"
[Mak Lampir was a mean old lady character in the film. She likes to suck the soul, and he can change shape.]
Strangely it seems that time I will feel the climax, but I feel between pleasure and pain to a remarkable I awoke from a dream.

After I realized, I felt the back of my waist is very excruciating pain and my pussy pulsing strangely powerful. I cling to both parts of my body is sick, so do not beat. But my pussy was still throbbing and my back is still sore waist, lasted for five minutes.

I dream to meet a man powerful, unseen She was a teacher I often met in my dreams. In her lap, I cried and poured what I experienced .. But when I looked up to see his face, he suddenly disappeared. He said: "Not yet."   

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The Story of My Struggle - Part 9

Mr. Syd stated that the cause of my illness there are four causes:
1. sick from the water (figure of speech). I am a soft hearted person. I suffered from heart pain due to forging a variety of forms of suffering that I experienced from the very childhood.
2. I am in the voodoo people.
3. I'm in bother jin.
4. Satan bother me in the woods.

To cure my pain caused from the water, he advised me to drink herbal, ie boiled water mixed with spices. The medicinal water that is taken twice a day, morning and afternoon.

The next suggestion is to counteract the interference of supernatural beings. He advised me to make "Rice Tumpeng Prophet" That rice is cooked with turmeric juice water mixture. Rice is in the form of a cone and added red onion and chili satay. As well as various other side dishes.

Another suggestion, to cast out demons from the forest as well as to restore the devil in people who have made the spell is for my husband to burn incense at midnight exactly. Burned outside the house and I have to keep my two children. frankincense has been given a prayer by Mr. Syd.

Our consultation is complete, then our hands on him and his wife to come home to say goodbye. they drove us up in his yard. Syd master patted my shoulder and said (in Java) "Do not be afraid of dying, dead can live again '

I got home, I immediately met a woman named Mrs. Pini was selling food and drinks next to the office where my husband worked. In her, I request made "Rice Tumpeng Prophet".

as usual in the evening, we perform prayers. suddenly I heard the crowd passing vehicles in the driveway. crowd did not last long, about one minute and headed south. oddly, my husband stated that on a deserted road.

On Tuesday, I drove my son went to school ALB kindergarten using a bicycle. My son the least, YBK ALB sit in front and sat in the back. I care for my child without the help of a nanny.

  Recess time I sat on the patio next to the school. On my left, sat a woman was waiting for her daughter was playing. Suddenly the woman laughed, her eyes glanced at me. Laughter makes my heart shudder.

To get rid of my fears, immediately took a deep breath and hold it while saying prayers (Surat Al-Baqarah verse 225) And I breathed into her breath until she stopped laughing. When I say that he had been possessed by demons, he did not recognize. He said that being laughed at her daughter was playing.

At 10:30 A.M. ALB my child home from school, got home, I immediately took the order "Nasi Tumpeng Prophet" which was made ​​by Mrs. Pini. Tumpeng rice is my place under my bed. I tried to do all what they're told by Mr. Syd, because I trust him.

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The Story of My Struggle - Part 8

During the 5 days we were at my parents' house. Sunday we came home, and ushered M with SP. I, M, and two of my sons went ahead with a rickshaw ride to the terminal. While SP depart later.

On the way back about 400 meters from the terminal, we met the SP is running in the opposite direction. We got off at the entrance of the terminal, I said to M "Later, while waiting for the SP." Without my knowing it turned out he was behind us.

We arrived home at around 2:00 P.M. I invite the SP sitting in the living room. While I and M are in the room. M told me again about the identity of the SP. Briefly in the room kept me into the bathroom behind. I saw him sitting alone.

At about 4:30 P.M., SP and M went home. Arrive in the evening I was leaving prayer. Suddenly I heard a bird turtledove our pet cage rampage in which we hang on the front porch. Therefore I unveil the curtain glass doors to see the event. And I saw a cat running toward the fence to get out.

I pray in the front bedroom with my husband and my two children. Suddenly I was startled by the sound of the roar of a stalled car on the road in front of the home office where we lived. The voice in my ear sounded very strange and scary to me is not the focus of a prayer.

After my husband finished the prayers, he intends to open a window to see it. Before he did, once I screamed in terror. I said repeatedly: "Paaahh,, .. do not be in the open! Help me!" I mean that my husband helped a prayer so that the sound is immediately gone.

I was very panicked. I sat cross-legged and I repeatedly say the word "La Illaha Ilalla. (There is no god but Allah). But why not also strange noise disappear? And why my husband does not fear?

Along with the voice, I heard the fence gate is opened. I think, it's definitely come a guard office. But I was also frightened by the sound had not yet lost. Therefore, I took a deep breath and hold it while I pronounce the letter AL-Baqoroh paragraph 255 in the liver.
(Allah, there is no god but he is eternal life again constantly taking care of creatures. No slumber nor sleep, what they belong in the heavens and on earth. Who can intercede on the side of Allah without his permission? Allah know anything that in front of them, and they know nothing of science Allah but what pleases. Power encompasses the heavens and the earth. and Allah does not tire maintain both the two. and Allah Most High and Most Great).

 The sound is finally getting smaller and disappearing. My heart was relieved, but I again feel fear. Midnight until dawn I heard the sound of roosters sounded very strange. For voiced irregular intervals. Until the morning I could not sleep.

The next morning I asked Mr. TRM that he happened to see a vehicle that the strike, when he left guard duty that night. He said that the sound of the roar of the car, is the voice of a dark-colored sedan.

The car was driving by a guy in a little body fat. The man claimed to work in the office of pawnshops in the city of BM. And are accompanied by four women who dressed and hooded in white. After hearing his story, makes me think negative. "Is he coming to hear my mistakes?"

From that day I felt the cold air inside the house and make my body shiver. Cold air that I felt weird. Because I feel the fear inside their homes. I wanted always are accompanied by my husband and my two children. both my children were scared.

At around 9:00 A.M. I sat alone in front of the veteran. Instantly I was surprised because without me knowing it before I know there is one branch of mango that have withered flowers stuck twice a stab in the back left of the shirt I was wearing.

I ran to meet my husband who was working in offices located in the home office. I'm escorted her husband to go see Mr. SYD. She is a psychic and former puppeteer skin.

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