Although I was in the middle of my husband's family, but me and my two children remained in fear. ALB beraknya my child in my pants, not as usual, he also fell out of bed until his lips cracked and bleeding. I became worried about the safety of my child.
On Wednesday at around 11:00 P.M. when I was about to take water wells. I heard a crow perched on a durian tree. I thought and said, "The bird is carrying the news of death, Who died?"
On Friday, at about 3:00 AM, I, with my father-in-law Sup. and Nin (my younger sister) sitting in the dining room as he talked, I told Nining about what was happening to me.
Somehow when I say "I'm scared because I was in voodoo people". She said: "The reason is what? Why in witchcraft? Definitely got the error." I replied "No ..!!!" She did not believe, then I say "Yes, do not believe." She kept answering "Yes, crazy people. Exempt Mr. Tejo and Linga Yoga also (ALB and YBK)" I replied, "Yoga Linga and join you." She said, "No, your children, naughty."
She makes my words hurt, until I burst into tears. And I immediately hugged both his feet, with me saying "Sir, I feel very lonely even though I was given two children a handsome, funny and smart, also devoted husband."
At that time, Mr. Suparmin not blame Nining. But he said only entertaining, patting my shoulder. He said: "You are my son, you're like my own kids." I was silent, and Nining out some where. Until the next thing I knew She had gone home.
On Saturday at about 4:00 PM, my husband came to see me. The arrival of my husband made me and my two children very happy. Fear me and my children, slightly reduced. In my husband, I did not tell you about my quarrel with Nining events.
Sunday morning, I was with my husband and my two children went to the city center. We stopped by the house my husband's uncle and aunt. Along the way I left and went home, I am always wary. I am afraid of an accident probably caused by the act of Satan.
Sunday night, when the afternoon, Widarto (younger brother-in-law I), came home from traveling out of nowhere. At the same time, Doni (son of Widarto) was crying in her lap Wahyuni (She DJ). When I wanted to go to my room, crossed Widarto near the table. Spontaneous very loudly banged the table, saying, "It's the Devil Dog!"
I certainly was surprised, I entered the room, kept me out into the next room where the DJ was crying. I intend to compose. I said to Wahyuni, "The patient. Widarto its hard as Mr. Tejo, my husband." Just a moment, then I quit.
When I was in the living room, Widarto said to me, "Do not take care of my child, take care of your own son! People mba Titi, his mind mbrayang" (mbrayang = digress). I re-entered the room to accompany my two children are sleeping.
What Widarto said was very painful for me. What have I done? I am in tremendous fear. I need protection. So I dhikr, and I rang the tapes recitation of the Qur'an. Although I have no idea what it means.
At midnight, Widarto sounding tape recorder with a very, very loud voice. He seems to deliberately disrupt the sleep of two of my children, and also so that I can not sleep in peace. What is the reason to hate me? I've given him money for my life and my two children.
The next day Monday, September 06th, 2001, I ask you please to a woman named Budi to call my husband over the phone to my husband immediately picked me up to go home. For my gratitude, I gave a packet of milk powder Budi. I came home with a sick heart.
I feel calm left behind with her husband, but my fears have not disappeared. Tremendous sense of fear mixed with a sense of hurt over the humiliation of my two younger brothers, made me get closer to "God Almighty" As always, each evening, I read the letter Ya-sin.
The next day, Tuesday, September 07th, 2001, I fasted and for the first time I read a translation of the Book Al-Qur'an. I am very curious, if the Qur'an? The day was clear blue sky to the limit without eyes to last for about six months. During that time I fasted, except when my menstruation for six days.
TO BE Continued. . . . . .
On Wednesday at around 11:00 P.M. when I was about to take water wells. I heard a crow perched on a durian tree. I thought and said, "The bird is carrying the news of death, Who died?"
On Friday, at about 3:00 AM, I, with my father-in-law Sup. and Nin (my younger sister) sitting in the dining room as he talked, I told Nining about what was happening to me.
Somehow when I say "I'm scared because I was in voodoo people". She said: "The reason is what? Why in witchcraft? Definitely got the error." I replied "No ..!!!" She did not believe, then I say "Yes, do not believe." She kept answering "Yes, crazy people. Exempt Mr. Tejo and Linga Yoga also (ALB and YBK)" I replied, "Yoga Linga and join you." She said, "No, your children, naughty."
She makes my words hurt, until I burst into tears. And I immediately hugged both his feet, with me saying "Sir, I feel very lonely even though I was given two children a handsome, funny and smart, also devoted husband."
At that time, Mr. Suparmin not blame Nining. But he said only entertaining, patting my shoulder. He said: "You are my son, you're like my own kids." I was silent, and Nining out some where. Until the next thing I knew She had gone home.
On Saturday at about 4:00 PM, my husband came to see me. The arrival of my husband made me and my two children very happy. Fear me and my children, slightly reduced. In my husband, I did not tell you about my quarrel with Nining events.
Sunday morning, I was with my husband and my two children went to the city center. We stopped by the house my husband's uncle and aunt. Along the way I left and went home, I am always wary. I am afraid of an accident probably caused by the act of Satan.
Sunday night, when the afternoon, Widarto (younger brother-in-law I), came home from traveling out of nowhere. At the same time, Doni (son of Widarto) was crying in her lap Wahyuni (She DJ). When I wanted to go to my room, crossed Widarto near the table. Spontaneous very loudly banged the table, saying, "It's the Devil Dog!"
I certainly was surprised, I entered the room, kept me out into the next room where the DJ was crying. I intend to compose. I said to Wahyuni, "The patient. Widarto its hard as Mr. Tejo, my husband." Just a moment, then I quit.
When I was in the living room, Widarto said to me, "Do not take care of my child, take care of your own son! People mba Titi, his mind mbrayang" (mbrayang = digress). I re-entered the room to accompany my two children are sleeping.
What Widarto said was very painful for me. What have I done? I am in tremendous fear. I need protection. So I dhikr, and I rang the tapes recitation of the Qur'an. Although I have no idea what it means.
At midnight, Widarto sounding tape recorder with a very, very loud voice. He seems to deliberately disrupt the sleep of two of my children, and also so that I can not sleep in peace. What is the reason to hate me? I've given him money for my life and my two children.
The next day Monday, September 06th, 2001, I ask you please to a woman named Budi to call my husband over the phone to my husband immediately picked me up to go home. For my gratitude, I gave a packet of milk powder Budi. I came home with a sick heart.
I feel calm left behind with her husband, but my fears have not disappeared. Tremendous sense of fear mixed with a sense of hurt over the humiliation of my two younger brothers, made me get closer to "God Almighty" As always, each evening, I read the letter Ya-sin.
The next day, Tuesday, September 07th, 2001, I fasted and for the first time I read a translation of the Book Al-Qur'an. I am very curious, if the Qur'an? The day was clear blue sky to the limit without eyes to last for about six months. During that time I fasted, except when my menstruation for six days.
TO BE Continued. . . . . .
