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The Story of My Struggle Part 38 - My Dream Through 2002 Until 2005

My dreams through 2002

I see sheep in the sky dream that formed from clouds of white. Partially filled sky writing. I ran to the field to read it. And I said to myself, "Look forward to hearing news from heaven."

I dream of seeing a strange man, was sitting in a chair and look at a statue of Buddha sitting cross-legged. On the side was a statue that was standing, he was a statue of Islam. The man with the inner strength and mind trying to raise a statue of Buddha to be higher than the statue that stands next to it (the statue of Islam). So with inner strength and my mind, I lowered the Buddha statues into place the same height. The two statues of colored translucent as glass.

I dream to see SNG drawing table and chairs for guests. And I said to myself, "Wait arrival of new guests."

I dream of seeing my father being saddened at the thought of my mother's death and because the father suffered throughout his life. I said to mententeramkan her, "Believe me ... My father's father was the most beloved of God Worldwide ...."

I dream to see two women dressed in black veils. One woman asked a friend of his is, "Where women are candidates prophet ..?" Then the other woman, his finger pointing to me, instantly I was crying uncontrollably.

When I sleep, my heart said, "The end is close, but somehow when it's time. They will be afraid to see the face of God. "

I dream to see the sky and screamed, "Allah ..... Inflict punishment on those who commit tyrannical ... "Then I saw there was lightning in the sky darting.

I dream of seeing a cloud in the sky image that resembles a spider nets, very close in the sky fell on me, so it was like being in a shell.

When I sleep, my heart said, "Only God is worthy of worship .." The word of God is the answer. When before I sleep, I think about the oneness of God, and my heart said, "O Allah .... Why do many Christians worship God ..? "Lord Jesus, God the Father (God) and the Holy Spirit.

I dream of seeing nature become dark due to power outages, and I saw a lot of people looking hymn by saying, "La illaha Illlah ...."

I dream to see there are some people, and one of them was asked his friend, looking up at me, "It was a prospective queen ..?" And I said to myself in the Java language, "Wiji Tukul", meaning that seed grow.

My dreams throughout 2003

I dream of being in the house and I opened the door, I saw a very beautiful sky and the stars of different colors, and I saw the Earth, then my heart says "The earth is near."

When I sleep, I said to myself, "When death is only a matter of time."

I dream of seeing in the sky there are many images of women who lined up, and I said to myself, "female characters."

I saw a dream as a sign of turbulent sea, And my heart said, "Today will be the apocalypse."

I dream to meet my mother. My mother took me until I boarded the train to the horse. I saw paddy fields and I saw a pair of men and women dressed in traditional Javanese ran in the middle of rice fields toward me. Then they go up to a horse-drawn carriage with me.

I saw in the sky dream no Indonesian islands.

I dream of sitting in the chair. On the left, on the back of me, there was a woman who was sitting. In between my seat and the woman, constrained by fabric curtains. I accidentally touched the curtain fabric, so little open, and the woman is not happy, then I stood up and I said angrily, "Do not you believe that I am the prophet ..! Do not you believe that I am the messenger of Allah Prophet ...! "

I dream of seeing the sky, and I saw there were two large trees that were planted by the magic in the middle of the river.

I dream to see the sky and there are human footprints.

I dream my sister stroked his chest and said, "This is my treat with my white hands." Then I said to myself, "What would become of the future of this nation?"

When I was sleeping, I said, "God is God, Man is Man!" The word of God is the answer, as I think and ask God, "O God, Why Christians regard Jesus as Lord?"

I dream to see Buddhist monks sitting cross-legged while sounding flute, then he approached me.




My dreams throughout 2004

During 2004, I was lazy to record my dreams, because when I was sick. In addition, I think my dreams are not meaningless. I noted the words of a dream about my heart when the Tsunami disaster in Aceh and other countries. Among other things I said:
"You do not know who I am, I'm the mayor!"
"You do not know who I am, I'm the Queen!"
"I'm the Queen, all bow to me!"

When I sleep my heart saying in Arabic, repeatedly, "Yaa Abadanan ...." The words echoed strangely, my heart stratified. Echoes of my heart to touch the bottom of the depth of my Qalbu. Well abadaan meaning immortality. I do not know, what is enduring over me? Perhaps the truth of God or dendan pain in my heart that I would be taught lasting till doomsday.

My dreams throughout 2005

I dream of saying, "I was maid, now I'm the Queen!"

I dream of riding the bus, then the engine is off, but the bus can run on an uphill road, the bus then walk backwards and turned to walk down and will hit a tree, so I invited the passengers to pray by reading the Qur'an, sura Al- Baqarah 255.

I dream said angrily, "I was a maid, now I am a queen!"

I dream of saying, "Should Christians as Muslims when praying, There is no God other than Allah, and Muhammad is the messenger of God, so that there is no god but Allah, and Jesus the messenger of God."

I dream of a prayer uttered the phrase "Lahaula illa billa wala quotas," which means "There is no power and effort except with the help of God."

When I sleep, my heart said, "It's time to rest your heart."

I dream to see sampan boat then my heart says, "Row!"

When I sleep my heart to say Surah Yasin, verse 29, "In kaanat illaa shayhatan waahidatan faidzaa khaamiduun hum ...." Which means "Having come from the word of God, the only one shouting, then they all perish."

When I sleep, my heart said, "Have mercy on poor people ...."

When I sleep my heart said, "Indonesia is under a unitary state."

I dream of saying to someone, "You want my religion as well? Yes, Buddha. Siddhartha Gautama Buddha messenger! "

I dream of shouting and angry, "Ya Allah ..... Cut sex for men who raped .. "

When I sleep my heart saying, "Plaintiffs?" The point is that I should sue for divorce on my husband, because I hold a grudge on my husband and my husband's brother.

I dream of seeing a large snake in the sky was about to take a month, everyone fears.

I dream saying, "My religion is also kong hocu. God is one, which is important not worship the gods. God is All-Single, the only difference is the language. Allah is the Arabic language, the Sang Hyang Widhi Sanskrit. "

When my heart was saying, "I am not an artist Fame movie ..!"

I dream of a fight and threatening to a woman, "Watch out ..! If I become a guardian ..! I'm a prophet, I am a Prophet, I am the queen ..! I was the only woman and the Seal of the Prophets guardian ..! "

I got a call from a dream of the teachers, and she said "I do not want to deal anymore with the devil ..."

My dream was embraced from behind by a clergy, and he kissed my right cheek.

I dream of saying to someone, "I'm a very cruel and very compassionate ...."

I dream saying, "Where there are people who can see angels in the form of kites, except the Prophet! The story of my life is a gold mine .. "

When I sleep, my heart said, "Do not slander .."

When I sleep, my heart said, "The loss of yourself!" This is the answer of the Lord, when I was depressed and wanted to do something bad to me.

I heart the words, "In the past I have been adrift with his motherland."

I dream to see the water vapor in the sky that dark moment, then light, dark light again and again, and so on. The vapor arising from my curse, I said repeatedly, "God .... Give them doom! "Then someone said to me, so I am careful in speaking.

When I sleep, my heart said, "There is no prophet whose heart the weak ...."

I dream angry and said many times, "Give Tsunami ...!" But then sya say forgiveness "Good heavens adzim thing" and a prayer asking forgiveness "There is no power except the power of effort and with the help thee O God ..."

I dream of chasing a guy and I said, "I need and are looking for a writer."

I dream of saying to someone, "Remember ...! What the Buddha taught, Remember how the teachings of the Prophet Jesus. Do not you just love the people who love you, but also love those who hate you. "

When I sleep, my heart said, "My heart is happy despite the disaster."

I dream of seeing a husband and wife, intend to visit the tomb of his family. Previously they memorize a prayer in Arabic. But they could not, even though it was read over and over, then I said to them. "Using the Java language only, so they can know what it means, when we are dealing with God ..." While I collided into two finger vertically to form a triangle.

Say hello to my dream of spirits, "Assalamualaikum, Ohm Swastiastu, Namo Budhaya," Then he said, "Namo budhaya."

I dream to some teenage students said, "I embrace all religions." And my heart said, "The best protection is God ..."

I dream of being in a place and I saw a teenage boy in love with my students. Then he slept on the porch praying and I intend to get out of it, but I did not find the way. Suddenly I was sitting with two women. I saw the sky filled with stars are clustered. And I said, "Look at the sky infinite extent." Suddenly I realized that my bag was in one of the woman's lap. So I was angry and I knock both heads of the two women he say, "Innama Amruhuu Udzaa araada Syai a ayyaqulla fayakun lahu kun." Means: "Indeed all the affairs of the order, if God wills all things, God just said, 'Be' , then 'be' "!

I dream of being in the terrain along with some men, and I said, "I want to see an angel again. I want to fast, although I'm not hooded, but goodness me beyond the veiled woman .... "Then I walked and walked some men are also following me.

I dream of a fight with my husband, because I asked him to divorce me, and I said, "You do not know who I am!"

When my heart was saying, "Life is love."

I dream of saying to a religious teacher, I say to the Arabs, "I'm a prophet, I am a Prophet ..." And I swear by the name of Allah repeatedly.

I said to my sister's dream, Sri Nur Trimurti, "Mur .... You better believe that I'm a prophet than you wretched ...! "I'm angry, kicking plates containing up spilled food. Then I looked at the sky and said, "God .... You testify that I am the prophet .... "Suddenly there is one thing out of the sky like a cushion falls and I hold it.

I dream of sitting on a bench among men and women. In front of me sat a woman. He looked at me and laughed and said over and over again with the Java language, "Bunder ..." That round. And my heart said, "In a general view, I look amazing .."

I dream of being in a room views, in a house. There I saw a girl dressed Muslim. He's a bad boy, and he gave me 4 about questions written on a piece of paper, and the paper held by a cleric. Then I took the paper from his hand. Ustadz smiled and bowed his head. The first question is: Religion is ....

Religion is .....

I've heard the word Religion (Religion) of a Banthe (pastor of Buddhism). According to his knowledge, that religion comes from the Pali language - India. Religion consists of two syllables, namely A, which means "no", and Gama which means "move". So the word religion is not moving. Both body and mind are not moving or something else similar to meditation. When our minds can survive empty, then our souls will go out of our bodies. For people who are afraid should immediately aware of meditation. So, religion is not the verses listed in the book of books.

The purpose of meditation is to train the body and give the power to the brain stem, in order to control their emotions. Emotion is anger among other emotions, so as not to say rude and insulting other people, let alone to persecute and kill. Other emotions, is the emotion of lust, sex in violation of the rules of God, such as sex with a prostitute, rape, and others, such as stealing, robbing even, as well as other actions that violate God's law.

Should we often do fasting, at least two times a week, or fasting for seven days in a row in 1 month. Better yet, when we eat a meal without taste salty, sweet, sour or when we run fast. We must always contemplate the greatness of God who created this universe, remember an event that painful or pleasing. So by itself we can be patient and compassionate, loving care for one another.

We should not hate the devil, because the devil himself is not willing to be a demonic creature. He only used as a means of testing one's faith and devotion. We as humans must have an inner strength when we are being tested in the face of a problem. If we made it through one problem after problem that came and went, then God will surely come Substance flow with the flow of our spirit. Zah God into our body through the nose the way our breathing.

We're not going to feel that our degrees higher or lower, if all people living in this world, can do so. Because no matter how small the crime, that there is only love and affection. Reciprocate kindness, mutual respect of each other, helping each other. Between men and women, have the same degree in the presence of God.

Partner for human life is one, one by one, it is fair, Justice. Or partner swapping, wife or husband, two by two. Justice in the sense of husband and wife, the same feeling about the beauty and joy of life change partners. In addition, it is also a wife will not feel lonely, when her husband went from house to house wives take turns going into the second, and so on. Because his first wife to a husband who also has two (Polyandri).

The meaning of a true justice in the conduct for a man polygamy is fairness between husband and wife. Not justice between the wives of the first with the other wives, the provision of property from their husbands, and whether or not old husband stayed home with one of the wives of all his wife. Polygamy and the legal division of the estate is the doctrine egoism Muslim men in ancient times, which is going on until now.

Forcing the wife to suffer from psychological stress due to jealousy and resentment. Women who are already married can also fall in love with another man. Why do women have to handcuff her love for another man? But a man should vent his sexual desire in women other than his wife. Animals also must have a sense of jealousy. Berpolygami man who is equal to the beasts, a lion precisely.

Islamic teachings about polygamy, contrary to Surah Yasin, verse 36, which means:

"Glory to Allah, who has created everything in pairs, both of which are grown by the earth, and even of their own, of what they do not know."

Priaa necessary warning to the Muslims, to remain steadfast following, and if you've got a pretty wife. They must accept, even though his wife about the circumstances. A Muslim woman who claims to be willing, if her husband share the love with another woman, it is a big lie. He's just crazy to praise from others. That he praised as a great wife, stoic, and willingly because it signifies that he is obedient wife to her husband.

Only the foolish woman who thinks that polygamy and the legal division of the estate in accordance Islam (women got the part, and he got two parts), it is a statute law of God. God also does not specify death by beheading (defendant beheaded), to someone who has been sentenced to death. Including the obligation for women to wear clothes that are very tightly sealed (In this case, women who wear the headscarf and veil). Useless dress closed, if the men had impure thoughts and evil. They could be a victim of rape.

A wife who was pregnant with his baby, if her husband (In this case, the husband who berpolygami) away from home leaving her, to take turns staying home another wife, he must (wife are expecting a baby), feeling jealous and hurt at the time imagine him making out share the love with the wife of another. Jealousy and resentment, it can cause a sense of pent-up hatred in the heart. Nature of this hatred, definitely decreased in children who are in the bladder in her womb. Though the seeds of hatred can lead to the evil nature of the human person, from one generation to the next generation.

I dream said repeatedly, to give advice to someone, "Fasting ...."

I dream of seeing in the sky there is a beautiful picture puppets and colorful. I said to a husband and wife. They were Chinese. On them, I said with my hand index finger pointing to the sky, "the sky is beautiful to me ...." Then came Dambar King Satan in the sky. I sat down with a guy and I said, "it's called Satyasa Puppet ...? Always ...? Always ...? "Then I got into the room in a home. At home, many men and women who were sitting on separate benches. In the seat, there is an Indian woman was sitting teach Hinduism. I also noticed there were 2 men who were sitting on separate benches beside the rows of benches. They pay attention to me. And I also said, "The name of my kids like the Hindus, because I hate the Muslims who had tarnished the image of Islam. I was the first person, the originator of this doctrine. I am an intelligent person ... Ohm Swastiastu ... "Then I was outside the house, and a sudden heavy rain, and I covered my head with my hands. While I call God's name over and over, "God ....," Because I was afraid of a big flood. Then suddenly the rain to subside. I ran, and I fell flat on the pools of water mixed with fire.

I dream of my heart saying, "Say aoa has to say, if indeed it is true ...."

I dream to see the sky is white and black patterned with stripes lengthwise. And I see there are a lot of people are holding ritual offerings (Javanese culture). And I saw among them was a man similar to Prophet Isa AS who was holding the umbrella. But I pretended not to see it.

I dream got a short message (SMS) that read, "Stay strong to disaster."

When I sleep, my heart said. "Al-Qiyamah"

I dream to see his picture in the sky there is Satan king Ravana. I dare to challenge with staring eyes, the eyelids are colored yellow. The devil will come down to earth, so many people fear, ran for a hiding place. Me and my son went into the forest and hide in a house. I ran and saw a large sump flooding. I ran on the footpath next to no water mixed turbulent flames. I managed to survive, then I met a guy who likes me, and he said to me, "You're like a morning star ...."

I dream of seeing in the sky there is a beautiful picture colorful puppets . I said to a husband and wife . They were Chinese . On them I said, pointing my index finger to the sky , " the sky is beautiful to me .... " Then came the picture of King Satan in the sky . I sat down with soerang man and I said, " it's called Satyasa Puppet ... ? Always .... ? Always .... ? " Then I got into the room in a home . IN the place of many men and women are sitting on a bench rows . On the front there is a separate bench . In the seat , there was an Indian woman was sitting teach Hinduism . I see two people looking at a separate bench beside the rows of benches . They pay attention to me . And I said , "The name of my kids like the Hindus , because I hate the Muslims who had tarnished the image of Islam . I was the first person , the originator of this doctrine . I am a smart , Swastiastu Oh .... " Then I was outside the house and the sudden heavy rain , and I covered my head with my hands . While I call God's name , repeatedly , " God ..... , " Because I was afraid of a big flood . Then suddenly the rain to subside . I ran , and I fell flat on the pools of water mixed with fire .

I dream my heart said , " Say what you want to say , if indeed it is true .... "

I dream to see the sky is white and black patterned with stripes lengthwise . And I see there are a lot of people are holding ritual offerings . And I saw among them was a man similar to Prophet Isa AS who was holding the umbrella . But I pretended not to see it .

I dream got a short message ( SMS ) that read , " Stay strong despite disaster . "

When sleeping , my heart said , " Al - Qiyamah which means the apocalypse. "

I dream of seeing in the sky there is no face picture Satan king Ravana . I dare to challenge with staring eyes , the eyelids are colored yellow . The devil will come down to earth , so many people are scared , running around looking for a hiding place . Me and my son into the forest and hide in a house . I ran and saw a large sump flooding . I ran on the embankment next to the road there is water mixed turbulent flames . I managed to survive , then I met a guy who likes me , and he said to me , " You're like a morning star ... "

I dream of a man said to a psychic who was sitting in a chair in the family room couch our home office , " The story of my life is a gold mine .. "

I dream of bringing some monkeys , I sat dank - era monkey wants sit on my lap . I walk into a place inhabited by primitive man , and then they say hello to me , " Ohm Swastiastu ... "

I dream to see a lot of people are sitting in the middle seat and them, there is a blank , then my heart says , " Do not occupy the place of the Prophet .... "

I dream I was surprised to see a glowing light .

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