The Story of My Struggle - Part 12

From the beginning I was bored reading it, just like when I read Scripture. Both these books are equally difficult for me to understand. To my mind, that God is one. But in the translation of the book of the Qur'an there is the word "We", not "I". We are the Compound and the word "I" is "Single".
I also can not understand the verses in the Gospels. Because there are "three gods" to be in worship. For me God is a substance that stands alone. No beginning and no end. Prophet Jesus Christ, Mother Mary and the Angels are God's creation. They can not create anything.
Although I am tired of reading the translation of the Qur'an, but I tried to read it through. For me any clues of the Book is not important. Course of my life either, quite in the given advice by my parents. Man's moral perfection is not in the measure of the ability of a person's mind to memorize the verses of the Qur'an, and other books.
Since adolescence, I was able to think about the truth. The important thing my life does not harm others. And I tried to be a human being useful for many people. I always remember the death, old age and illness, natural disasters and calamities vehicle traffic accident or because of other consequences.
More than a month I suffered because I could not sleep. Until my eyes sore, having to fight the sleep I stay awake. I am so tired my body and soul. Until I lost weight, but a sense of revenge, the hurt that makes me have a passion to fast for more than 6 months.
Every evening ahead of time, I became increasingly frightened. So I rang the voice guidance cassette tape with verses of the Qur'an, although I do not know what that means. After I finished the prayer in the evening, then I read the translation of the letter Ya'sin. But all that does not make the Devils stopped bothering me. 

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