146d89cd034d62bc26becaf2735bb367 November 2011 ~ The New Truth

Sabtu, 19 November 2011

The Story of My Struggle - Part 16

As I recall in January 2003, my brother SNH, come to my residence. He tells about the actual events that have been experienced M and Sp. Before they were married. Apparently Sp. Had lied to me, because what is at katakannya different from what is in katakana SNH. He also lied to me and to M.
Sp has been slandering my father, he said that the father would rape M, just because my father came into the room M is committed lewdness. At that time my father was so angry he knew Sp often came into the room to do the nasty. Then the father rushed into the room to beat, but the father sarong accidental falls apart. Then in regard it would rape M. It is unlikely bejad unscrupulous father.
Sp on charges of slander father is, but M has always believed and defended Sp. He has been allied with the devil to deceive dayai M. Consequently M feel frightened and worried about perhaps a true time happened to him, M considers Sp. Is the only person who can protect themselves from any possibility of bad things that can be done by her father and brother SNG.
According to the story SNH, that He has invited M to go to the city of Cirebon to treat of the influence of black magic M's Sp. M must be cured so that is no longer in love with Sp. Because love is not fair. They bring in smart people Supranatural science. The person named Mr. Haji Amak. Now he has been late.
To Haji Amak, M told me everything, from the initial meeting with the Sp and the threats that will use M to M that can not be married to another man, but only with Sp. He even raped her until the butter until it becomes a habit for He. Every Day and night He met M, He would invite intercourse. M is powerless to resist.
M told me that SHE can see the various forms of the devil after the swabs in the face by Sp. She became frightened and in need of protection in Sp. In addition, She is also afraid of the threat. M told me, crying makes you feel very sorry for Amak Hajj, and patting the shoulder of M. He said, "yes Sp devil himself."
In the presence of Mr Haji M Amak promised not to touch with Sp. He then gave a handful of yellow rice that have been placed on the plastic. He suggested that the yellow rice at Tabor on the porch and in the yard of the way through Sp, so He stepped over yellow rice. The goal is to provide retaliation.
At night, SNH and M sprinkled the yellow rice. Then they waited for the arrival of Sp. They wondered what was going to wait for future events. Not long after Sp came and suddenly he's getting dizzy and vomited blood. Genitals feel excruciating pain as it is attractive. Then he meditated and then cured.
In June 2003, I went to the town P to see my father and brother. I promise to your brother SNH to meet there. Back home, my father was with her door locked, and I do not want to wake up father, also brother SNG that the situation is crazy. He would not open the door of darkness, unless it was given to eat and drink by M or my sister, SNGI.
I waited for my brother SNH came while chatting with Sum, She is a woman neighbor who happened to be there next to the house. She tells of events in the natural M. M and her husband had been away from home because the father kicked. They rented house in the village Glintang. Gestational age at that time M had entered the 6th month.
Sum told my father the situation after the leave of M. There is certainly no longer serving a senile father and brother SNG who suffer mental illness. M does give supplies of food staples. SNG although mentally ill, but he would cook for her own meal. He may not serve the father. Whereas M's father to visit every single week, the father must starve for days.
It was very heart Sp M and her husband, their father eat the money retirees. Time Sp divorced from his wife, and when he married M, all costs from the money my father. They are abandoning father. They turned my father and brother every single week. Until my father's father a few times from hunger and wandering into a neighbor's house around naked without clothing.





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Sabtu, 12 November 2011

The Story of My Struggle - Part 15

Friday February 15th, my brother M came to my place, She let me know that She has been married to Sp, on Thursday on February 7th, 2022. I was surprised because SHE did not give the news to me, turns out SHE has to give the news to my husband over the phone, but my husband purposely did not tell on me. I am very sad and sorry because I really love my sister, M.
M honestly say that SHE was pregnant 3 months. However, I do not blame M, because She was powerless resist his passion Sp. Sp has shamed our family. Sp are poor people with low education, but He has black magic, which makes M fell in love with He. Even to make M can not think clearly to consider the good and bad.
Time M associated with Sp, Sp status is still tied knot with his wife, He. He was much older age of 14 years from AD In fact, much older age, it's not a problem. The main one is whether the man was able to give material and spiritual happiness? He already had a child 9. Work only a shepherd He ducks, and worked odd jobs. Black science, not useful because it can not make him rich, but remain poor.
Sp can easily subdue my father because my father in a state of dementia, so that my father bless their marriage. If only, I'm not senile father circumstances, surely my father will never approve of their relationship. Because my father was a very idealistic person included in determining a candidate companion of life for their children. M can not uphold the degree of the family, but it has dropped the dignity of our family.
Basically, the dignity of our family has fallen and polluted, due to the second act of my brother who often quarrel which eventually led to quarrels between the father and mother. Moreover, the state of my older brother who had the initials SNG became insane. So, how could I not pray and hope someday to find a man M companion who can uphold the degree of the family.
Day of week, date of June 23th, 2002 we moved to the City AB. I followed my husband to move the task in the city. I register my child, ALB in elementary school, and YBK, in school kindergarten. Our emigration to a new place makes me happy at least, where I am in a new place may slightly reduce the fear I long to be able to gradually recover.
In the first few months, I still feel scared if I was going to the bathroom or kitchen that is located in the back, I still fear that if there are bats that flew over and passed near me. I am afraid that bats will attack me. Therefore, I always ask for transfer to the bathroom. At night when I sleep, my heart says in the Java language, which means "It should not be in between."
From the beginning I hit the spell, I love to hear tapes of the song "Love Apostle" which in sung by Haddad Alwi and Sulis. Poems speak Arabic, but I did not understand the Arabic language. But I like the rhythm of the song and the music, which can make me cry and shortness of breath. Especially on the screen there is an image of a VCD is thin and elderly men. I remember my father suffering.
Many times I thought about the supernatural events that I experienced. I do not really believe what a variety of events that I experienced it all real? I'm not sure there is one tasbeh that without me knowing it was curled up on my neck. What I have put it, but I forget? Why I do not feel it? If I had put it, obviously not possible, because I always use when making dhikr fingers to count the prayers that I say.
What I think about my beliefs on one occasion, at one event finally happened again the same. Perhaps these events, as discernment of God that I feel confident that the events that I experienced was very real to happen. At the time I finished praying maghrib, I took off mukena, without me knowing there is one tasbeh the same. Though these tasbeh I keep in cupboard.

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