Difficulty me to forget all the words they made my life miserable due to pain. The words of my mother-in-law that I was unemployed, makes me cry every time I often do homework. In my heart I said to God, "Oh God ... You see I work right? I cook, I sweep the floor, wash my clothes, and I clean up a mess, and others. "
My hatred is not only on them, but I was also mad at my husband because he did not want to accompany me to visit my family, when I was in fear. He always gave the reason because I was busy at work in his office. I know the truth because he did not feel at home in my parents' house was dirty and uncomfortable because there are no good facilities. Though he could take time off and we could have stayed in the hotel for one or two days.
He has let my heart depressed because I really miss my family. Especially I would like to see the state of my father, if he really loved me and my family, surely he would obey my wishes. He prefers his own family happiness. Though my father and father's life was miserable and needed help from me.
Since I was exposed to the influence of witchcraft, so in 22 months, I have visited my family. Because I was still afraid to go home to my parents. Moreover M said, that the father is often angry. But I tried to remove my fear and go home to my parents. And I saw the state of my father who was very skinny. Her eyes indicating he was very depressed soul and as there is an evil force that resides in the body.
My fear kept me in a long time about 22 months, then I had to see my family again after I heard the news that my father SNH intends to commit suicide. I am very sorry that I fear, has made me see that long. Should I dare to face the demons that inhabit my parents house.
I would like to understand the reason of my husband. I was fortunate and very grateful to he, because he still wants to help the needs of my family, though ultimately somewhat bored husband. For real if M clever financial management, would be a little better. But she spender, buying his favorite food or something that is not really necessary.
Every time my brother came to where I live, we always give more than enough money and also provide a variety of staple foods. Similarly, when I go home to my parents. We are not lacking in support. As a result we often give excessive habits, then make M and my other brother to depend on us. He so lazy and not a maximum effort to find the money themselves.
We often give relief does not mean all the necessities of our lives and all our desire is unattainable. All what I did because on the basis of compassion and love me. Especially for my mother and father. Because I had an obligation to serve and make my parents happy.
We do not want to stop to give aid money or something on my lazy brother when they were young. Because of their poverty was due to ignorance or laziness of their own. Their suffering is content they receive. And it was not the fate of God. Because the nature of God is to give up on what is done by humans.
Orally did my brothers did not ask to be given assistance by us. But all of my own volition. Then I asked for help on my husband, and most of my savings. Since my husband is upset, then he said, "We used to help him, and not lacking in help. But the economy does not also rise! "
My hatred is not only on them, but I was also mad at my husband because he did not want to accompany me to visit my family, when I was in fear. He always gave the reason because I was busy at work in his office. I know the truth because he did not feel at home in my parents' house was dirty and uncomfortable because there are no good facilities. Though he could take time off and we could have stayed in the hotel for one or two days.
He has let my heart depressed because I really miss my family. Especially I would like to see the state of my father, if he really loved me and my family, surely he would obey my wishes. He prefers his own family happiness. Though my father and father's life was miserable and needed help from me.
Since I was exposed to the influence of witchcraft, so in 22 months, I have visited my family. Because I was still afraid to go home to my parents. Moreover M said, that the father is often angry. But I tried to remove my fear and go home to my parents. And I saw the state of my father who was very skinny. Her eyes indicating he was very depressed soul and as there is an evil force that resides in the body.
My fear kept me in a long time about 22 months, then I had to see my family again after I heard the news that my father SNH intends to commit suicide. I am very sorry that I fear, has made me see that long. Should I dare to face the demons that inhabit my parents house.
I would like to understand the reason of my husband. I was fortunate and very grateful to he, because he still wants to help the needs of my family, though ultimately somewhat bored husband. For real if M clever financial management, would be a little better. But she spender, buying his favorite food or something that is not really necessary.
Every time my brother came to where I live, we always give more than enough money and also provide a variety of staple foods. Similarly, when I go home to my parents. We are not lacking in support. As a result we often give excessive habits, then make M and my other brother to depend on us. He so lazy and not a maximum effort to find the money themselves.
We often give relief does not mean all the necessities of our lives and all our desire is unattainable. All what I did because on the basis of compassion and love me. Especially for my mother and father. Because I had an obligation to serve and make my parents happy.
We do not want to stop to give aid money or something on my lazy brother when they were young. Because of their poverty was due to ignorance or laziness of their own. Their suffering is content they receive. And it was not the fate of God. Because the nature of God is to give up on what is done by humans.
Orally did my brothers did not ask to be given assistance by us. But all of my own volition. Then I asked for help on my husband, and most of my savings. Since my husband is upset, then he said, "We used to help him, and not lacking in help. But the economy does not also rise! "
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