The Story of My Struggle Part 36 - Desired to Have a Car

In my memory, in the week in August of 2007, my husband and I went to the Sports Center in the city of Purwokerto. In these places, used for the sale of used cars. I became interested in buying a used car car though. Therefore, I often ask him, so I feel comfortable when I travel by my own car. If I ride public transportation, I definitely felt dizzy and vomit. In addition, also, to improve the social status of my family, because a car is a treasure in sight.
On the way to go to that place, I said to my husband. "I want to live a noble, and do not be half-hearted to glorify my life. However, if half-hearted, then let me live in infamy as well. These words, which I often say to my husband. I have always said in tears. Because my inner pain recur, makes me want to torture myself. I want to work a construction worker or a street vendor, so my body heat of the sun struck and I want to continue fasting, and fasting.

Once we reached the place, we did not find a car that suits our desires. Then one day, we went to a used car showroom in Purwokerto. In these places there is one unit that concerned us. And we do not buy it directly. So we need to think about whether or not we buy. A few days later we came back to the venue. However, the car that we want previously been sold.
In September 2007, we came again to place the used car showroom. In these places we see the cars that got me interested. The car was produced in 2004. Means have been used for 3 years. With the price Rp.98.000.000, 00. When we immediately felt confused, thinking, because we do not have that kind of money savings. We only have less than half.
Finally, we find another solution so that we can buy that car. To pay the shortfall of the cost, so we took on the services of leasing, payment by installments over the car, which is for 3 years, although we can get the money in cash, with a lot of gold jewelry we sell, but we are saying at all to sell.
The gold jewelry is our savings for the future provision of our 2 sons should we prepare funds for school fees and tuition, and other expenses. We prefer them rather than prioritizing future of my wishes. So I should be able to manage our finances and our family got to know about what needs to be prioritized.
I feel a little proud and happy after my wishes could come true. I feel my family increased degree of glory. But it was not able to treat my inner pain. Why since I experienced the influence of witchcraft, I became a vengeful? I do not forgive others' mistakes, and I always pray and hope that the bad people who have hurt me, they should have this a disaster.

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