The Story of My Struggle Part 51 - When My Brother, SN Giharto Became Crazy and Running Amok

On Friday evening, dated at August 20th, 1991, approximately 9.00 PM finally my brother, SN Giharto became crazy. He banged his head on the wall, on the front side of the bed. Initially we heard a sound repeatedly dug-dug, we were curious and we try to look into my brother's room. Sure enough, the sound is a sound clash of my brothet’s head.

In a panic, my father trying to help him with his embrace. But father was not so strong to stop SN Giharto banging his head against the wall again. Because mother asked for help in a Kyai (Muslim doctor) named Father Abdul Ghani. SN Giharto could be realized after Father Abdul Ghani recited the holy verses of the Al-Qur'an, and he was given a cup of water. Holding the cup, Father Abdul Ghani sat with a cross-legged on the bed, and he moves his body to the right and to the left while saying, "La Illaha Illallah." However, He did not mention the name of Muhammad.

Father Abdul Ghani said that my brother had been possessed by a black Jin, a demon. When asked, he said that he had taken flight by a big tall  and black creature. Fly from one planet to another planet. That night in the house many bats fly over around my brother's room. My sister and I sit in front of the porch, while I cried. That night was very very creepy.

Outside of my house, I saw one tile that was in front of me. Then I took the tile and I hid it under a chair in the living room. Because I'm afraid he's going berserk with the use of the tile. But it did happen. He saw the tile and pick it up, then the tile being crashed to the window's glass in the living room until the glass is cavitied.

My sister SN Trimurti and I  fear when we saw he brought a tray. As he walked slowly without realizing it. We were afraid he would hit us with the tray. Therefore I am in a hurry to avoid him, went, while I kept an eye on him. And we walked around the house itself, and to the house of our neighbor.

We stand behind the old house, and we feel tired, we ended up trying to dare enter the house and I went into the bedroom. Then I slept on my back on the bed while I close my eyes, I say some words in my heart, repeatedly, read an Al-Quran's verse, Surat Al-Ikhlas.

Then unknowingly, he ( SN Giharto ) put his ear on my chest, because he wanted to listen to my inner voice. At first I was scared, bright times he could do bad things to me. But it did not, then a second, I let her head stuck in my chest.

The next day, on Sunday, August 22, 1991, my brother and I took my sister, SN Giharto went to my sister house, SN Hastuti in Slawi City. We want to comfort him, so he does not getting stress. We take public transport. Get there, we rest for a while and then we both go home, while he stays at SN Hastuti's home. But at night, he came home with a car ride escorted by my sister in law, Suswaluyo and two of his friends. According to the story Suswaluyo, that in his house where he tried to escape after removing his pants until SN Giharto was naked. In the car, along the way, he also tried to grab the steering wheel of the car and tried to run away.

Suswaluyo was surprised and amazed to me, why SN Giharto was bow his head to me? He did not rebel and escape. He obeyed to me because I was the one who has a pure heart and love to do good deeds. Meanwhile, Suswaluyo is very stingy person, like to drink liquor.

For over a week I could not sleep in a day and night. It makes me tormented by a sense of fatigue for not resting and tormented by the fear. But my fear is reduced after my brother SN Giharto want to pray with my father. But, a few weeks later, he started to pray infrequently until finally no longer want to pray.

He began to laugh often alone, often beat-beat his chest with his right hand, while holding. We felt so sorry for him. When we asked him, "Why do you often pounded your chest so hard ...?" Then he repeatedly answered, "Buddha ... Buddha ... Buddha ..." He was unable to stop her voice that continues dhikr.

Satan likes to tease men, so that people do something about the bad things or evil. But the devil likes people who have a patient nature and likes to do good deeds. As in the hadith Qudsi, on oath devil, "For the sake of your greatness, oh Allah... I'm going to tempt people from the right side and left side. From the front and from the rear, with the exception of those who Muchlis (Muchlis is the good persons that did a good deeds with patiently."

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