The Story of My Struggle - Part 1

I am a housewife, born in Pemalang, on July 4, 1964. I have long suffered from mental illness that can not be cured with a variety of property wealth.

I am so easy to scream if I offended by the attitude or the words of my husband and my child. But I can hold my anger if hurt is caused by someone else.

I do not eat meat and fish, but sometimes I still want to eat that are a little shrimp paste condiment fish, also fish for baby rice. And that's if I'm not up to think that what I was eating it, was a creature alive. But when I realized, then I am afraid and stop eating.

As I recall on Wednesday, August 2000, I was screaming hysterically. At that time I accompanied my mother a physician of medication in the open practice in the open.

It was the last day medical practice. Before he left, he shook hands with his patients while he walked quickly toward the car.

I do not shake hands with him, so I called her name repeatedly. He too stopped. We shook hands and I am looking at the sky, I screamed hysterically "Allaaaahhhh......, elevate my degree as high ......, I am not a whore" And I burst out crying with the breath of breath , then I was given a glass of pure water by the waiter physician. After I realized, I was very embarrassed because the event was seen by many people.

 to be continued . . .   

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