146d89cd034d62bc26becaf2735bb367 The Story of My Struggle - Part 2 ~ The New Truth

Sabtu, 04 Juni 2011

The Story of My Struggle - Part 2

I accompanied my mother treated my younger sister was also with the initials M and 2 of my son, my first son the initials L which was not yet 4 years old and my second child is 14 months old Y initials.

Time of the incident, my sister told me that I had made ​​him feel ashamed. Words he made ​​me more sick heart. Though these events without me accidentally.


All the way back home to my parents, I cried with tears flowed freely. My cries became increasingly when I run the dusk and evening prayers. My heart feeling like slashed.
By early morning I had to sleep. In a state between sleep and conscious, I dreamed of seeing a very nice house and beautiful full-color glow. Strangely the house grew, and increased levels of up to three times. And my heart said: "It's a house for me"
2 days later on Friday, my sister and I, along with my 2 sons, went home to the doctor in the town of P. With a view to asking white sand (not sand real)
Objects are useful for the fence itself. By the way dissolved in boiled water and drunk, is also home to the fence by way of the solution was sprinkled with a fence wall around my house.

Arriving at the home of Mr. F, I have to patiently wait in the queue. In the living room I sat on the mat. In front of Mr. M, there is a pitcher who is wrapped a white cloth, jar contains many small plastic packet containing colored granules nodes.
Finally it was my turn to take the object. When I sat facing him, my heart suddenly pounding great. I fell in love with him. But I realized that I already had a husband, also a child. Then I took a deep breath and hold it for my heartbeat stopped. And I feel the heat at bay chest burning.
8 Days later, on Thursday night, exactly my dream to see the sky collapsed in front of me until I fell down from the stage. Most of my dreams before and after the incident I cried hysterically, I tell him.
3 days later on Sunday I came home to the city of BM, in the town where my husband worked. I feel very sad because I must leave my mother and father, my brother too. Moreover, my mother was ill.
All the way home I kept crying. Strangely I felt a very cool air in the bus that I rode even without air conditioning. Unlike my usual time on the bus without air conditioning, I felt the hot air until I was sweating, dizziness, and nausea also vomited.


to be continued . . . . .

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