M convey a message from the SP that, that she said the SP want to go take me back to my residence in the city of BM. M to stay for one night at my place, and the following morning on Tuesday, August 17, 2001 M come home. M took me and my two sons to go with her.
We left early, around 9:00 A.M. When we want to get on the bus, suddenly my first son, named ALB cry do not want to leave. I tried to persuade him, he struggled, but I forced him until he wants to.
From the beginning of the journey, we were riding the bus runs with a zig-zag. Again on the brakes, and in the gas, speeding and reckless. Therefore, I fear. I mentioned the word "Allah" repeatedly. Until the bus grazed a parked car rearview mirror on the side of the road.
I tried to calm down, praying, but I still feel afraid of an accident, makes me want to scream down. Finally I was riding the bus stop, we went down and replace the other bus. During the trip, my heart is calm until we reached the destination safely.
We arrived at my parents house at around 1:00 PM After Asar time, there came a man I have ever seen. Previously M has been told, to me that the SP would come. I was shocked, because SP is one who turns out every morning and evening of pure cow's milk used to deliver to its customers.
Back when I was not married, I sometimes met the SP on the road. He worked as a dairy cow, and sell them using the bikes. He always smiles when meeting with me, but I do not know his name. He knew my name and my family, because my first was the famous girl.
On the front porch of our house talking. SP told me, that want to save M. SP said, she dreamed of meeting my mother. SP also said that my mother gave him the mandate to maintain M. Mother also sent a keris heritage grandfather, so that the keris is nursed.
I did not think that I just believed in all his words. I am very happy to receive it. For if M is some help, my family means the problem is reduced. I just believe it and I told him to immediately divorce his wife and marries M.
Towards evening, the SP went home. He came back on time after dusk, in the living room, I tell you about my experiences, that is about something mystical, and about my dreams. On Friday evening, August 14, 2001, when I sleep my mind is saying "The sun will go out 3 billion years!". At that time, my sister called M said: "It could be, it's true".
I chased the dream of a powerful man who runs fast and jumping far. He was dressed in red and long hair. He may also change, to be like a teenager. He showed his power. By turns into an ecclesiastic. He took me to walk into the mosque continued into the forest and into the hut, then she kissed the crown of my head saying "You are a strong faith"
Then I asked, "Are those magic that exists in my dreams are you?" He said nothing. I told him about my dreams when I was not married and after marriage. I forget how many dreams that I told the SP, also my story that my dream is DI.
SP also tell you about events and things that have M told me when he was at my residence. Sometimes M come hang out, talk to justify what he told me. Until I believe. I said that HD.F suggested that I read "Practice blessings on the prophet" (specifically the prophet). Spun said: "Of course not, but La Illaha ILALLAH. As his knowledge Wali Sanga" (specifically God).
Rabu, 15 Juni 2011
The Story of My Struggle - Part 6
He gave advice to me, so if I'm making dhikr, shaking his head. Then I asked: "What if I'm asleep?" He answered blindly, "Yes, his heart twitched" He also suggested that I not forbid my brother named SN.G embrace whatever religion that became his choice.
TO BE CONTINUED . . . .
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