The Story of My Struggle - Part 17

Back when my mother and father still alive, I came home my parents every two to three months. I am very sad, because every time I go there I see the state of a dirty house, even dirty clothes piled on leave in place for days. I have always been understanding and I wash my dirty clothes. M is the children who are not devoted to Mom and Dad. She did not want to wash his own clothes, despite being in junior high school, until She adults.
As usual every time I go home to my parents, who first met my Mom and Dad of course. But after my mother died, my father became senile and sometimes a bit grumpy. It makes me afraid to approach the father. After the death of the mother passed about a year, the attitude of my father to be changed. My father became disregard my presence. M said that his father was always angry every day, making him perhaps worried M into M's room and slammed the baby belongs to M.
Mother's death I have made my father's life more miserable, until my father became senile. I share his pain. It makes me want to live with Dad, so I can care for and serve the needs of his life as before, when I have not married. I am also very sad to lose my mother. I was not satisfied to give happiness to the SHE. I also want him happy, but I do not want to stay with me.
Sincerity and love of my saying to my mother and father also to my brother, make the Lord bestows His love and facilitate all my business. There is one thing that I did not realize about a miracle. But precisely M is aware of and acknowledge it. She was surprised and asked me, "Why does every MBA Titi (I) To a cloudy weather here certainly could turn into the light?", When She asked me not to answer, but my heart said, "What's Right?".
Since I experienced voodoo, I was afraid if I was at my parents house. Every time I want to go there, I would ask SNH to He came there, to accompany me for 1 night stay there. Often I want to see my father and brother, but I imagine the atmosphere of fear when a house there, Till I sleep my heart saying, "I want to go home alone, but I feel strange."
I feel the atmosphere in the house, and in the surrounding area has turned into creepy. Makes me not like to stay there long. Actually I feel very happy when I'm hanging out with family. They are also very happy to see me coming. Moreover, every time I come, I always bring food and give something of what they need, even things that I provide is not worth the expensive.
On September 12, 2002, M gave birth to a baby girl. After giving birth her baby M, M to go home and live permanently in our parents' house with her husband. Pertengahahn In December 2002, I visited my father and brother. But get there, I can not meet his father and SNG, because they spent all day in their rooms and would not open the door to her room. Until the time I'm going home, I'm not good-bye to them.
There I was chatting with Sp in the living room. He told me, "A Pilgrimage Although, if people of West Java, it's like menyantet." Apparently He still harbored anger at the late Father who has made the Hajj Amak He vomited blood. Later He rose from his chair and walked over in front of me without permission, saying, "I seek the truth", I do not know the truth of what He was looking for.
In January 2003, SNH came to my residence. He told me that he did not intend to harm Sp. He just simply follow what is suggested by Father Amak Hajj. The main, M can be broken up with Sp. M always replied, "What if I'm pregnant?" In fact they still love relationship until they are married and have children.
Sp is the one that can not be trusted his words. Told me that Sp give advice, on M so that SNG who suffer from mental illness at any given poison. M convey these suggestions to SNH. SNH Advice from Sp making angry, then asked again about it in Sp. But He did not acknowledge his words. He said bawha, if M does not believe in the Sp will marry M, then if necessary Sp will give poison to his wife Sp.


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