146d89cd034d62bc26becaf2735bb367 The Story of My Struggle - Part 24 ~ The New Truth

Sabtu, 03 Maret 2012

The Story of My Struggle - Part 24

In December 1995, I missed a period for 10 days and I started feeling nausea and vomiting. Because my husband told me to go to a gynecologist at the hospital. There is not a medical doctor who examined the patients used to deal with, namely Doctor Amrizal. But the deal is an assistant. For when it is, He has gone to the city of Yogyakarta.

Physician's assistant, told me to do my urine test, in order to know the outcome. After the test, the result was negative. He already knew the result was negative, but why he told me to sleep on their backs, and he put the tool into the uterine curettage me? And that means there is blood on me and he said that I was menstruating. I got home, my uterus was hot, and about 3 hours out of the uterus for the thumb.


In February 1996, I missed my period for about two weeks. Was also the same symptoms, I felt nausea and vomiting, so I see a doctor Safreil. Once I had a urine test, the results are positive I was pregnant, when we feel very happy. For over two years, we waited for our baby's presence. The length we do not have kids, make my husband often sullen.


At the age of three months the content of my way, I check again to dokte Safriel. There is a problem, in my pregnancy. I felt very miserable, because almost every one to two hours, I would throw up, to make me limp. Because I was vomiting all day and night. I even drank a glass of water only, my nausea and vomiting. Therefore, the doctor suggested that I undergo Safriel hospitalized at the Hospital so as not to become dehydrated.


Prompts Safriel the doctor, I do not live, because my husband did not invite me to go to the hospital. He let me in sickness. But I just still do not require to undergo hospitalization at the hospital. Anti Vomiting medicine and vitamins from the doctor was giving me a drink, but anti-vomiting medications are not effective, because it's all I drink vitamin also carried out vomiting.


Every time I throw up, both my eyes to stare. And my throat was so sore, due to frequent vomiting. Therefore, we consulted the doctor Susetyo via phone. He said that vomiting I experienced was that my baby's innate nature of the bladder. Every time I threw up, I always looked at the sky while my heart says: "God ...! What is my sin, until you torture me like this? "


When I am in sickness, my husband did not pay attention to me. I do not understand the attitude of my husband. He can not feel the suffering that I feel. He did not feel worried about my health, I was probably dehydrated. He prefers to play the cock fights, with two guards office. He was laughing like, when the cock pit, to the extent that he did not hear my voice calling for help he names.


Even though my body was emaciated and weak, but I keep running the prayer five times a day. Every time I finished the prayers five times, I always say one prayer "Nur Nubuwwah", said one verse five, and the prayer was given permohonn for children who obey the truth, perfect bodied, handsome men and beautiful if the child if the child female. Then two hands, I rub my belly rubbed on. After that I got up and I lay down in bed, waiting for the arrival time of evening prayer, I say to myself. Surat Al-Fatihah 100 times and Surat Al-Ikhlas 100 times.


After I finished the evening prayer, and then I eat and drink. I rested for about fifteen minutes long. Then I read the prayers of Sayyidina Akasah in full Mujarrobat book, written by Ahmad Qusyari, Bright Star Publishers, London. Prayer is a very long reach three pages of the book. So I could not memorize it. I read a translation of the prayer.


After that, I wish in my heart in Arabic. Prayer "Nur Nubuwwah" 100 times, and Letters of Joseph paragraph 99 to paragraph 100, as much as 100 times. I do not understand the words of prayer and every letter that I read and I say in Arabic .. I mean in outline only.


Surat Al-Fatiha (Opening): 

1. With the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. 
2. Praise be to Allah, the Lord of hosts. 
3. Most Gracious, Most Merciful. 
4. The Master of the Day of Judgment. 
5. You alone we worship, and Thee we ask only for help.
 6. Bring us the straight path,7. That way the people which thou hast bestowed favors to them, not the way they are in cursed nor perverted their way.
 8. Amen

Surt Al-Ikhlas:

 In the Name of Allah the Most Gracious, Most Merciful. 
1. Say, "It is God Almighty." 
2. God is the God that everything depended on Him. 
3. He did not berputra, and not too diputrakan. 
4. And no one equal to Him.

Surat Yusuf: 

• Paragraph 99 
And when they entered the place of Joseph, Joseph embraced his mother and father and he said, "Go ye into the land of Egypt, Hopefully in a safe condition." 
• Section 100 
And he was raised to two parents, to the throne. And they all lay down as he bowed to Joseph. And Joseph said: "O my father, this is the first screen that dream." Verily my Lord has made it a reality. And my Lord has been good to me. When he freed me from prison and when they bring us from the desert. After Satan damaged the relationship between me and my brother. Gentle my Lord Almighty for what He wills. Surely He is All-Knowing, the All-Wise.

With the rosary, I count the verses and prayers that I say. While I sat back down on the bed. Sometimes without realizing it, I fell asleep, and I must fight the sleep, before it was over a hundred times. I slept at around 2:00 A.M. I did all that passion, because I wanted to have children a moral good, physically and spiritually healthy body, and perfect. I believe it to what was said by san author of the book, that reads the prayer, there are a variety of benefits.

TO BE CONTINUED,,,  (----->>Please Tell to all of your friends,, and share nor forward this Article, Thanks...<<-----)

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